A OnE SiDeD feeLiNg

BACK!

2010-07-02T20:32:00.005+08:00

So I just returned from FTB 2010 yesterday! I was soooooo tired after that and my arms ached like crazy when I got back. Thank goodness I cabbed home after the camp because my bags were super heavy. I over packed for the camp thinking I would get really dirty and would need multiple changes of clothing. However, the number required in the packing list was just about right so that resulted in a heavier bag for me. Furthermore, the clothes were wet with sea water and sweat. That pretty much doubled the weight or something.

SEA WATER + SWEAT = UNPLEASANT

Well as for the camp, it was quite fun I guess. Judging from how prejudiced I am against camps in the first place, it was okay. LOL. Games, cheering, hard floors,bad food and dirty toilets. What more do you expect? I guess what really matters is the people you meet and the friendships made. My group had a good mix of people from different schools with different personalities. I guess my own inferiority complex made it difficult for me to make friends at first, but I think it got better. I don't know why it is that I always worry about what other people will think of me, yet I want to be so much more outgoing and fun. The guys in my group were really outgoing and took the lead in most games. They were all really on and took on the most physical burden. I don't know how it is that after all that I'm still aching in my neck, back and arms. In the end, our group did really well for the stations and came in first in the final challenge in our wave. Well done! (: Hahah saw a few cute guys too but could not ogle so much. Seeing SMU really makes me quite excited to go back to school. It looks really new and state of the art. And the gym, OMG! I need to totally go there and work out! I have to fully utilise it since I'm paying such high fees, and hopefully lose some weight too! The holidays are really getting to my tummy. :( I seriously cannot believe that I put on weight AFTER the camp! Like WTHeck seriously? I don't know whether my FTB group will remain friends or what will happen when we see each other in school in the future. When I suggested meeting outside of camp like an outing or something, they weren't so keen or enthusiastic about it. Someone has got take lead to organise it and I'm not sure I want that person to be me.

Today I went for the community service briefing which started at 10am. Going out early straight after coming back from camp, I was a little sleepy but managed to stay awake nevertheless. Met Lauren and Lynette there. It was great to see them again since they would need to go to FTB too! After the talk we had to sign up for the various CSPs and pay for our camps. Lauren almost got convinced or sweet talked into joining sports camp until she found out she needed to undergo a swim test. It was so funny she was like, "I cannot swim at all!". Walking around the booths I signed up for the accountancy, biz and special interest camps! I can't believe I would be going for a grand total of 4 camps altogether, what more coming from someone so un-into camps as me. I guess I have a little bit of changed my attitude towards camps now. After that, Lauren and I ate at Astons at Cathay. I had no idea that Astons was sooooo cheap! I had the Hickory BBQ grilled chicken while Lauren had the Terriyaki, both of which were served cold to us. Tsk tsk, I wouldn't say I wont be patronising them anymore because of that but I actually want to try the beef steak hahah. Maybe I should have eaten that instead. Anyway was super full after that and had a great time talking to Lauren even though we see each other so often! We pinky swore to each other to do the following:

1. Run around Sentosa
2. Watch Eclipse
3. Go shopping at Haji Lane or some other interesting unconventional shopping spots
4. Go to Dempsey
5. Watch Gossip Girls at either my place or hers! XOXOXO

Suddenly my July looks like loads of fun! I think I need a planner like what Lauren and Lynette have so as to not forget all the things I need to do! I'll prolly just print out July's calender since I've got one from FTB.

XOXOXO

SCHOOL

2010-06-28T20:11:00.004+08:00

I have to say I do miss school quite a bit. Lauging with friends, going for recess, spying on the guy sitting at the next table and nursing a crush on the teacher. Yes, its these silly frivolous things that I miss. I'm quite sure I've forgot most hardcore academics from school, but I'm excited to begin again. I've chosen to study at SMU doing accountancy and Business. I'm actually still apprehensive, my heart still lies with the sciences and math. I can't help wondering if I made the wrong choice in giving up my place in Chemical Engineering. I just pray that time will tell...

Tomorrow I'll be off to Freshman Camp. Honestly, I find it hard to be excited about it. I'm really just thinking of all the ways in which it can go wrong. I hope we don't end up doing silly retarded activities that put people (ie me) in akward positions. I'm speaking from experience here, I guess its obvious I haven't had positive experiences! After this camp, I'll have 2 more to go!

ALRIGHT! POSITIVITY! FREE YOUR MIND!

Max

2010-06-28T20:04:00.007+08:00

Little Honey Buns.

Random Thoughts

2010-05-24T23:25:00.007+08:00

Is this my first post of 2010? Hopefully I'll blog more often, but not about silly things i hope. So much has happened, yet so little. In a whiz, almost 5 months have passed. I've done so much, yet so little. Again, I hate to look back and think that I have gained so little from junior college, from life. Every moment should be a learning point, and every moment should be a meaningful one, one in which brings value to a person's life. And yet, if you live like me, unconcious of every moment and living as you take each day, there's very little to be satisfied about.

I've been working for five months. 2 months in Starhub, 3 at Raffles Hospital. Looking back, I used to complain about the work in Starhub, I work too long hours and do the same boring thing over and over again. Well at least the renumeration was satisfactory. Then after, I left to join Raffles with big dreams in my head, thinking that I was getting closer to Dental School and that a medical attachment would prop me in the right direction. Boy was I misguided, I would have been much better off working in a dental clinic. I was denied over and over opportunities to learn more about medical things and could not enjoy all the benefits that should have come with the attachment. I was relegated to doing general administrative work like reception and cashiering instead. It has now lost its meaning, especially so after I found out that I didnt get accepted into dental school. How very realistic of me. Of course I'm grateful for the experience, for whatever minimal learning I did have.

Looking forward to my 2 months break! I hope I don't spend every waking moment watching telly!

Hello.

2010-02-04T19:09:00.003+08:00

Hi y'all.

I'm not sure if anyone reads my blog at all seeing that I dont really update it often enough. Its been more than a year now. My life is so boring and monotonous. I hate to be stuck in this kind of mediocracy but I don't know if its in my personality to be so... lacklustre. I dont know, its just that I have never actually tried to make myself stand out, taking leadership positions or joining research or competitions. Never actually consciously making any plans for my future. Somehow I feel most of the time that everyone else has it going for them, and I am the only one stuck in a rut. Of course I have so much to be thankful for and I have to be stop being so inward looking all the time. Self pity, what for? Growing up, I should have found things I love doing, found my idenity and all, but I dont really think I have found anything. Asking myself who I am, what defines me, it just is so frustrating sometimes. I hate to be so wanting everytime. I'm turning 19 this year, omgosh. I havent grown up and matured. I'm not close to my family and dont have many friends. I am thankful that I do have a few close friends whom i know love me for who I am.

I'm having one of those moments again where I fear of being so alone and having such a bla life. From a christian point of view I know that God has plans for me, plans for a hope and future. But I am not sure I have surrendered myself completely at all. Well, I guess doubt makes faith all the more precious. Whats real scary as my cell leader once said, is how God can turn to me and say "I dont know you", because I have not had a relationship with God. Christianity is not a religion, that stung me a couple of times.

If I wasnt so caught up in trying to find a job or attachment, I would really love to try find myself a hobby, something I would really enjoy. Take some time to self reflect maybe? I would really love to learn cooking, drawing and doing some exercise someday. My present job really makes me fat. Welcome to working life, or rather, working in a office life.

2009-02-21T23:35:00.002+08:00

Hello my diary.

My first post of 2009.
Its been a whirlwind of a year.

2008-12-22T22:16:00.000+08:00

Beautiful Love Lyrics
Artist(Band):The Afters

Far away, I feel your beating heart
All alone, beneath the crystal stars
Staring into space, what a lonely face
I'll try to find my place with you

[chorus]
What a beautiful smile
Can I stay for awhile?
On this beautiful night
We'll make everything right
My beautiful love, my beautiful love

Larger than the moon, my love for you
Worlds collide as heaven pulls us through
The secret of the world is written in the stars
I'm carrying your heart in mine

[chorus]
What a beautiful smile
Can I stay for awhile?
On this beautiful night
We'll make everything right
My beautiful love

Maybe a greater thing will happen
Maybe all will see
Maybe our love will catch like fire
As it burns through me
[3x]

[chorus]

What a beautiful smile
Can I stay for awhile?
On this beautiful night
We'll make everything right
[2x]

My beautiful love
La la la la love
La la la la love

My beautiful
La la la la love
La la la la love

My beautiful love

This song is beautiful. <3

All I Want For Christmas Is You

2008-12-05T16:52:00.000+08:00

I don't want a lot for Christmas
There's just one thing I need
I don't care about the presents
Underneath the Christmas tree
I just want you for my own
More than you could ever know
Make my wish come true
All I want for Christmas is you

I don't want a lot for Christmas
There's just one thing I need
I don't care about the presents
Underneath the Christmas tree
I don't need to hang my stocking
There upon the fireplace
Santa Claus won't make me happy
With a toy on Christmas day

I just want you for my own
More than you could ever know
Make my wish come true
All I want for Christmas is you baby

I won't ask for much this Christmas
I don't even wish for snow
I'm just gonna keep on waiting
Underneath the mistletoe
I won't make a list and send it
To the North Pole for Saint Nick
I won't even stay awake to
Hear those magic reindeers click
'Cause I just want you here tonight
Holding on to me so tight
What more can I do
Baby all I want for Christmas is you
baby
All the lights are shining
So brightly everywhere
And the sound of children's
Laughter fills the air
And everyone is singing
I hear those sleigh bells ringing
Santa won't you bring me the one I
really need
Won't you please bring my baby to me

I don't want a lot for Christmas
This is all I'm asking for
I just want to see my baby
Standing right outside my door
Oh I just want you for my own
More than you could ever know
Make my wish come true
Baby all I want for Christmas is you

OMG!

2008-12-03T20:05:00.002+08:00

I'm really having lots of suspicions about you. If my suspicions are true, come on. Please, my life doesn't revolve around you. You're so childish in that sense. Like HELLO. Its kinda ironic actually, I say I don't and won't care anymore, but here i am getting angry at you, for a reason even I am not sure about. Thats rather a waste of time isn't it? And so draining.

Ok on to something more..... uplifting? Hahaha. Performance went well, love my friends who came and supported me. Gosh the boys were awesome. My buddy... Zach Chan. I wonder if he will remember me years on, when he grows up. They were so cute! I didn't bring my camera on any of the 3 days of performance. Can you believe it? Hahah so i have no pictures from camwhoring. Man i really wanted to take some photos with the cute boys. They were mostly sweet, and quite the monster they can become as well. Hahah I laughed on stage because the play was SOOOO funny. Ben was so funny. And Ben was the only one i took a photo with, WITH MY HANDPHONE. AND NO IT DOES NOT MEAN ANYTHIING.

Mt Kinabalu of homework to complete. Just about 40 days left of holidays. HOW, I'm not even started. HAHAHAH. And considering how I've been behaving the past few days, I don't know when i will start. I've been playing computer games like crazy, and watching movies online. I've watched Kung Fu Panda and Sweeney Todd : Demon Barber of Fleet Street. Sometimes I can't find the movies I want to watch, like Batman: The Dark Knight and Iron Man. Hahah I know, its illegal and I'm spoilling the industry. Bahh whoops.

Celine will lose weight during the holidays. (:

Crying - Sugarcult

2008-12-02T15:31:00.000+08:00

Picking up the pieces of a life you’ve broken
Stitching it together with the seams wide open

You keep crying, crying, crying
Till you cannot see at all
You keep crying, crying, crying
Till you cannot breathe at all
What do you do when you’re alone?
What do you do when no one’s home?
What do you do when you’re alone?
Out of control, Now on your own

Never waking up
The alarm is broken
Running in a dream and it’s like slow motion

You keep crying, crying, crying
Till you cannot see at all
You keep crying, crying, crying
Till you cannot breathe at all
What do you do when you’re alone?
What do you do when no one’s home?
What do you do when you’re alone?
Out of control, Now on your own

Alone…Alone

Is there anyone out there?
Is there anyone now?
All I need are the details
Just to find a way out

Is there anyone out there?
Is there anyone now?
All I need are the details
And a map of your mouth

You keep crying, crying, crying
Till you cannot see at all
You keep crying, crying, crying
Till you cannot breathe at all
What do you do when you’re alone?
What do you do when no one’s home?
What do you do when you’re alone?
Out of control, Now on your own

You can’t break away what you cannot change
You can’t break away
You can’t break away
You can’t break away what you cannot change
You can’t break away
You can’t break away

2008-11-30T21:41:00.002+08:00

Rascal Flatts - What Hurts the Most

I can take the rain on the roof of this empty house
That don't bother me
I can take a few tears now and then and just let them out
I'm not afraid to cry every once in a while
Even though going on with you gone still upsets me
There are days every now and again I pretend I'm ok
But that's not what gets me

What hurts the most
Was being so close
And having so much to say
And watching you walk away
And never knowing
What could have been
And not seeing that loving you
Is what I was tryin' to do

It's hard to deal with the pain of losing you everywhere I go
But I'm doin' It
It's hard to force that smile when I see our old friends and I'm alone
Still Harder
Getting up, getting dressed, livin' with this regret
But I know if I could do it over
I would trade give away all the words that I saved in my heart
That I left unspoken

What hurts the most
Is being so close
And having so much to say
And watching you walk away
And never knowing
What could have been
And not seeing that loving you
Is what I was trying to do

What hurts the most
Is being so close
And having so much to say
And watching you walk away
And never knowing
What could have been
And not seeing that loving you
Is what I was trying to do

Not seeing that loving you
That's what I was trying to do
Ooohhh....

篮球火

2008-11-20T21:53:00.004+08:00

OH MY FREAKING GOODNESS I JUST FINISHED WATCHING 篮球火, all 16 episodes. It was so awesome, the technicality and skill of basketball was really perfected in the show. Hahah but many of it was fake, as in the actors were on wires and kinda flying around. BUT STILL, 帅呆了！Jerry Yan, Alan Luo and Wu Chun. 3 hot guys. Hahahah. Lets do something totally bimbotic and brainless. Lets rate them!

Jerry Yan:
Totally hot. Have you seen his smile, his dimples? There's a reason why he's the star ambassador for Oral B. Only his acting quite stone, but captures the persona of cool rich nonchalent kid well. Emotional scenes.... no comment. Hmmmm you get what I mean.

Alan Luo:
Hotness, maybe the least good looking, but still super cute!! But his personality and humor more than makes up for it. His acting is the best out of the 3.

Wu Chun:
Baby face, super cute. Body is the most muscular. Negative: tattoos. Acting also a bit stone.

Hahah Celine is a bit biased here, I've already liked Jerry Yan the best, ever since Meteor Garden days. Whooo go Daomingsi!

(:

2008-11-16T17:54:00.003+08:00

HELLO!
:D

Today i woke up really late, almost 11am. (Horror) I was supposed to wake up and go to church. And to give lauren and samantha the musical tickets. And to go to clara's house to give her musical tickets as well. Hahahh. Maybe those rehearsals are draining the energy outta me. Anyway, i ended up going to vivo at 3pm to meet clara and her sister to give her the musical tickets since she was there and i lived nearby. I was broke (since i paid for all my friends tickets) and became unbroke when she paid me. Hahah then she and her sis was hungry, and tagged along since i had nothing to do. Walked around, and ate, and i went to giant to buy fruits while clara's sister went to stock up her snack cabinet by buying all sorts of snacks. They are an envious pair, I don't think any amount of food will make them fat. Blah. It was good meeting clara again. Really missed her. I can talk to her about anything, and i never feel uncomfortable or anything. Happy happy. Really love and miss her a lot. Recently her smses had a lot of smileys. This is what happened.

Clara: :)
Celine: How come you have so many smiley smiley nowadays?
Clara: ):
Celine: !
Clara: ?
Celine: ...
Clara: -.-
Celine: ><
Clara: .
Celine: :D
Clara: Haha
Celine: See? Hahaha. That was quite fun actually.

This was so stupid but i was smiling like an idiot throughout. Miss the good old days.

Okay. lets talk about my previous post. Its quite maddening that my resolutions just last only THAT long, if you know what i mean. I find myself you know, going cuckoo and all excited easily. Haiz. Oh wells, we need moments like this in our lives right? Something to keep you alive you know, to experience various emotions. I feel so excited everytime you know happens. Hahah this will be something to look back and laugh maybe.

I need to buy black pants for drama. Haiz.

Thoughts

2008-11-14T19:45:00.003+08:00

What a big joke. WHAT A HUGE JOKE. You aren't right for me, no. We cannot be any more different. HAHAHAHAH.

JOKE

JOKE

JOKE

Why did I only recognise and truly grasp this today?

JOKE

JOKE

JOKE

Dear Lord,
I'm sorry that I have had all these thoughts in my head, and not loving you the way I should. Please forgive my sins. I know I should love you first, and you will put everything right for me. I should not fear. Thank you Lord.
Amen.

Smiles

2008-11-14T17:19:00.002+08:00

Hi there! I changed my blogskin! I LOVE LOVE LOVE this blogskin. Its so simple and clean and pretty. I feel quite proud of myself, i kinda edited the skin to add in different stuff. YAY! My last blogskin was...

just too PINK. And too lovey- dovey.

Oh wells. The more I look at this new skin, i feel so happy! (:

Okay I went to the gym today. So yes, I accomplished something today which will make me happy. 30 mins on the treadmill and 30 mins on that stepping machine. Hees.

Theatre rehearsals tomorrow, everyday for the next 2 weeks. Oh man. Oh wells I guess its expected. I hope it'll be a great show! :D

Determination

2008-11-13T20:30:00.003+08:00

EXERCISE TOMORROW IN THE GYM. STOP BEING LAZY.

(:

Self absorbed moment.

2008-11-13T19:57:00.006+08:00

It amazes me how STUPID Celine is. She freaks even herself out. HAHAHAH. She thinks too much about stupid things and lingers on everything and anything but not being productive. And, she isn't getting any smarter.

DUMB DUMB why let yourself be controlled and influenced that way? WHY WHY WHY WHY WHY care. So stupid right. Don't waste time on someone who isn't willing to waste time on you, isn't it?

Fragile.

2008-10-29T17:41:00.001+08:00

走不出的眷念

没有受过伤害的女人, 是不会爱上伤口的.

Stars go blue.

2008-10-29T17:40:00.001+08:00

Dancin' where the stars go blue
Dancin' where the evening fell
Dancin' in my wooden shoes
In a wedding gown

Dancin' out on 7th street
Dancin' through the underground
Dancin' little marionette
Are you happy now?

Where do you go when you're lonely
Where do you go when you're blue
Where do you go when you're lonely
I'll follow you
When the stars go blue
When the stars go blue

Laughing with your pretty mouth
Laughing with your broken eyes
Laughing with your lover's tongue
In a lullaby

[x2]
Where do you go when you're lonely
Where do you go when you're blue
Where do you go when you're lonely
I'll follow you
When the stars go blue
The stars go blue, stars go blue

Follow you
Follow you

When the stars go blue
When the stars go blue
When the stars go blue
When the stars go blue

Where do you go when you're lonely?
Where do you go when the stars go blue?

2008-10-25T22:19:00.001+08:00

I'll be missing you.

Wrapping up.

2008-10-24T19:50:00.005+08:00

Hello my journal friend. Today was the last day of school, after promotional exams and all. My results are ok. Applying for external H3. Hahah if not I will take internal. Sigh. Still have PW and chinese. MAN. I will be sooooo glad when that is over. I'm so scared and insecure. I dunnoooooooo. Sigh.

I'll remember it all. I WILL.

..................

2008-10-09T22:52:00.004+08:00

Hello my journal friend. I should just delete my blog anyway, its not like i update it. Hahah. I just have a minor conflict within me, that is, after such a long time of going thinking about someone, i just realised that maybe it wasn't real. It was nothing more than friends. I may have locked him up in the drawer, forgotten about how it felt. The more i look at him, the more i realise, it just wasn't meant to be. and, that afterall, i may have been rather incredibly stupid afterall. i don't think i have any feelings anymore for him.

And that scares me, because I'm not going to be fickle minded about this. I don't want it to become this way.

2008-08-26T19:23:00.004+08:00

[LIZ]
Pop!

[ANNIE]
Six!

[JUNE]
Squish!

[HUNYAK]
Uh Uh (squeezing necklace)

[VELMA]
Cicero (Smoke puffs)

[MONA]
Lipschitz!

And now the 6 merry murderers of the cook county
jail in their rendition of the cell block tango

[LIZ]
Pop!

[ANNIE]
Six!

[JUNE]
Squish!

[HUNYAK]
Uh Uh (squeezing necklace)

[VELMA]
Cicero (smoke puffs)

[MONA]
Lipschitz!

[LIZ]
Pop!

[ANNIE]
Six!

[JUNE]
Squish!

[HUNYAK]
Uh Uh (squeezing necklace)

[VELMA]
Cicero (smoke puffs)

[MONA]
Lipschitz!
[LIZ]
Pop!

[ANNIE]
Six!

[JUNE]
Squish!

[HUNYAK]
Uh Uh (squeezing necklace)

[VELMA]
Cicero (smoke puffs)

[MONA]
Lipschitz!

[LIZ]
Pop!

[ANNIE]
Six!

[JUNE]
Squish!

[HUNYAK]
Uh Uh (squeezing necklace)

[VELMA]
Cicero (smoke puffs)

[MONA]
Lipschitz!

[ALL]
He had it coming
He had it coming
He only had himself to blame
If you'd have been there
If you'd have seen it

[VELMA]
I betcha you would have done the same!

[LIZ]
Pop!

[ANNIE]
Six!

[JUNE]
Squish!

[HUNYAK]
Uh Uh (squeezing necklace

[VELMA]
Cicero (smoke puffs)

[MONA]
Lipschitz!

[LIZ (Spoken)]
You know how people
have these little habits
That get you down. Like Bernie.
Bernie like to chew gum.
No, not chew. POP.
So I came home this one day
And I am really irritated, and I'm
looking for a bit of sympathy
and there's Bernie layin'
on the couch, drinkin' a beer
and chewin'. No, not chewin'.
Poppin'. So, I said to him,
I said, "you pop that
gum one more time..."
and he did.
So I took the shotgun off the wall
and I fired two warning shots...
...into his head.

[GIRLS]
He had it coming
He had it coming
He only had himself to blame

If you'd have been there
If you'd have heard it
I betcha you would
Have done the same!

[ANNIE (Spoken)]
I met Ezekiel Young from
Salt Lake city about two years ago
and he told me he was single
and we hit it off right away.
So, we started living together.
He'd go to work, he'd come home, I'd
fix him a drink, We'd have dinner.
And then I found out,
"Single" he told me?
Single, my ass. Not only
was he married
...oh, no, he had six wives.
One of those Mormons, you know. So that
night, when he came home from work, I fixed him
his drink as usual.
You know, some guys just can't hold
their arsenic.

[LIZ,ANNIE,JUNE,MONA]
Hah! He had it coming
He had it coming
He took a flower
In its prime
And then he used it
And he abused it
It was a murder
But not a crime!

[VELMA AND HUNYAK]
Pop, six, squish, uh-uh
Cicero, Lipschitz

[JUNE (Spoken)]
Now, I'm standing in the kitchen
minding my own business,
carvin' up the chicken for dinner,
and in storms my husband Wilbur,
in a jealous rage.
"You been screwin' the milkman,"
he says. He was crazy
and he kept screamin',
"you been screwin the milkman."
And then he ran into my knife.
He ran into my knife ten times!

[ALL]
If you'd have been there
If you'd have seen it
I betcha you would have done the same!

[HUNYAK (Spoken)]
Mit keresek, én itt? Azt mondják,
hogy a híres lakem lefogta a férjemet én meg
lecsaptam a fejét. De nem igaz, én ártatlan
vagyok. Nem tudom miért mondja
Uncle Sam, hogy én tettem. Probáltam
a rendõrségen megmagyarázni de nem értették meg...

[ROXIE (Spoken)]
Yeah, but did you do it?

[HUNYAK]
UH UH, not guilty!

[VELMA]
My sister, Veronica and
I had this double act
and my husband, Charlie,
traveled around with us.
Now, for the last number in
our act, we did 20 acrobatic tricks
one two three four,five...splits, spread eagles,
back flips,flip flops,
one right after the other.
Well, this one night we were in the hotel Cicero,
the three of us,
boozin' and
havin' a few laughs and
we ran out of ice.
So I went out to get some.
I come back, open the door
and there's Veronica and
Charlie doing Number Seventeen-
the spread eagle.

Well, I was in such a state of shock,
I completely blacked out.I can't remember a thing.
It wasn't until later,
when I was washing the blood off my hands
I even knew they were dead.

They had it coming
They had it coming
They had it coming all along
I didn't do it
But if I'd done it
How could you tell me that I was wrong?

[VELMA]
They had it coming
[GIRLS]
They had it coming
[VELMA]
They had it coming
[GIRLS]
They had it coming
[VELMA]
They had it coming
[GIRLS]
They took a flower
[VELMA]
All along
[GIRLS]
In its prime
[VELMA]
I didn't do it
[GIRLS]
And then they used it
[VELMA]
But if I'd done it
[GIRLS]
And they abused it
[VELMA]
How could you tell me
[GIRLS]
It was a murder
[VELMA]
That I was wrong?
[GIRLS]
But not a crime!

[MONA]
I loved Al Lipschitz
more than I can possibly say.
He was a real artistic guy...
sensitive... a painter.
But
He was always trying
to find himself.
He'd go out every night
looking for himself
and on the way
he found Ruth,
Gladys,
Rosemary and Irving.
I guess you can say we broke
up because of artistic differences.
He saw himself as alive
and I saw him dead.

[ALL]
The dirty bum, bum, bum, bum, bum
The dirty bum, bum, bum, bum, bum

[LIZ,ANNIE,MONA]
They had it comin'
[VELMA,JUNE,HUNYAK]
They had it comin'
[LIZ,ANNIE,MONA]
They had it comin'
[VELMA,JUNE,HUNYAK]
They had it comin'
[LIZ,ANNIE,MONA]
They had it comin'
[VELMA,JUNE,HUNYAK]
They had it comin'
[LIZ,ANNIE,MONA]
All along
[VELMA,JUNE,HUNYAK]
All along
'Cause if they used us
'Cause if they used us And they abused us
And they abused us
[LIZ,ANNIE,MONA]
How could you tell us
[VELMA,JUNE,HUNYAK]
How could you tell us That we were wrong?
That we were wrong?

He had it coming
He had it coming
He only had
Himself
To blame.
If you'd have been there
If you'd have seen it
I betcha
You would
Have done
The same!

[LIZ (Spoken)]
You pop that gum one more time!

[ANNIE (spoken)]
Single my ass.

[JUNE (Spoken)]
Ten times!

[HUNYAK (Spoken)]
Miert csukott Uncle Same bortonbe.

[VELMA (Spoken)]
Number seventeen-the spread eagle.

[MONA (Spoken)]
Artistic differences.
[LIZ]
Pop!

[ANNIE]
Six!

[JUNE]
Squish!

[HUNYAK]
Uh Uh (squeezing necklace)

[VELMA]
Cicero (smoke puffs)

[MONA]
Lipschitz!

2008-08-22T19:48:00.004+08:00

Seriously, my life must really be pathetic. I'm sitting here, typing about my life when i can't seem to find anything to write about. I have no life. Where's my happiness? I miss secondary school when everything was so carefree.

2008-08-22T19:29:00.002+08:00

Rekha got me to do this. Perhaps she thought i think about it a lot! I'm not guy crazy. NO I AM NOT. And i think it'll take me awhile to think about it. Come on, this is serious stuff.

Gender: FEMALE.
7 Things I want in a partner: (1st being the MOST important!!)
7th:Intelligent (Kinda like savy, smart. Yep. Because people like me bad at direction and stuff. Sometimes a bit slow also.)
6th: Good natured ( Posses all the good qualities like kind, gentle, considerate, generous etc)
5th: FUNNY ( to make me laugh la! I like laughing and being entertained! Funny people are interesting. I want to make YOU laugh too)
4th: Personality! ( Has character, interesting points etc. So we can talk shit and enjoy life. Yes, he must enjoy life and savour it. preferably likes same stuff as me? Physical not very important, its the inside of his heart and how exciting a person he is. But of course, i expect he would be able to carry himself appropriately yea.)
3rd: Loves me for who I am (Obvious isn't it? Whats the use if there's no love? Everyone needs some lovin' now and then. Makes a relationship very very sweet.)
2nd: NON-SMOKER (I don't like the smell of it. And it is very very unhealthy. Its like a long drawn suicide. So ppl, please don't smoke yea, or quit now!)
1ST: Christian. Sorry folks.

2008-08-22T19:24:00.000+08:00

Please don't ruin the image i have of you. These days I'm filled with doubt.

2008-08-20T20:53:00.002+08:00

I'm ok. Really. Very normal. Yes indeed. Very sane.
Need to study soon. Blah. PROMOS!

2008-08-20T20:31:00.003+08:00

I think i have been a tad emotional lately. I know now, nothing has to change. I can care for you in my quiet ways. I have reached equilibrium point.

2008-08-19T17:31:00.003+08:00

Don't stray, don't ever go away
I should be much too smart for this
You know it gets the better of me
Sometimes, when you and I collide
I fall into an ocean of you, pull me out in time
Don't let me drown, let me down
I say it's all because of you
And here I go, losing my control
I'm practicing your name so I can say it to your face
It doesn't seem right, to look you in the eye
Let all the things you mean to me
Come tumbling out my mouth
Indeed it's time to tell you why I say it's infinitely true

[CHORUS:]
Say you'll stay, don't come and go
Like you do
Sway my way, yeah I need to know
All about you

And there's no cure, and no way to be sure
Why everything's turned inside out
Instilling so much doubt
It makes me so tired - I feel so uninspired
My head is battling with my heart
My logic has been torn apart
And now it all turns sour
Come sweeten every afternoon

[CHORUS TWICE]

It's all because of you
It's all because of you

Now it all turns sour, come sweeten every afternoon
It's time to tell you why, I say it's infinitely true

[CHORUS TWICE]

It's all because of you
It's all because of you
It's all because of you

2008-08-15T19:37:00.003+08:00

If i could just let you go. isn't it better if i did? you have more important things to worry about, i don't mean a thing. But, do u really not know? I refuse to admit that i like you, no not even to myself. But i care for you. I really do, maybe too much. And sometimes, its eating me inside.

Would you be scared of me then? Would you be scared that i'm so emotionally invested? But no one would like me right.

i wish, but there isn't any will power.

2008-07-21T20:46:00.003+08:00

why should u feel sad. Gosh, u aren't even sad because of the other person. You're sad because of yourself. To think your eyes were welling up. Why the self pity. you should stop this. why care, just freaking study and do your part as a student! Come on!

2008-07-16T22:47:00.002+08:00

Per Te
Sento nell'aria profumo di te
Piccoli sogni vissuti con me
Ora lo so, non voglio perderti
Quella dolcezza così senza età
La tua bellezza rivali non ha
Il cuore mio vuole soltanto te

Per te, per te, vivrò
L'amore vincerà
Con te, con te avrò
Mille giorni di felicità
Mille notti di serenità
Farò quello che mi chiederai
Andrò sempre dovunque tu andrai
Darò tutto l'amore che ho per te

Dimmi che tu già il futuro lo sai
Dimmi che questo non finirà mai
Senza di te non voglio esistere

Per te, per te, vivrò
L'amore vincerà
Con te, con te, avrò
Mille giorni di felicità
Mille notti di serenità
Farò quello che mi chiederai
Andrò sempre dovunque tu andrai
Darò tutto l'amore che ho per te

Non devo dirtelo, ormai gia lo sai
Che morirei, senza di te

Per te, per te, vivrò
L'amore vincerà
Con te, con te, farò
Tutto quello che mi chiederai
Andrò sempre dovunque tu andrai
Darò tutto l'amore che ho per te

For You (Per Te)
I smell in the air the scent of you
Little dreams had lived with me
Now I know, I don’t wanna lose you
That sweetness which has no age
Your beauty has no rivals
My heart wants only you

For you, For you, I’ll live
Love is gonna win
With you, With you, I’ll have
Hundreds days of happiness
Hundreds nights of serenity
I’ll do what you’ll ask me to
I’ll go always anywhere you go
I’ll give all the love I feel for you

Tell me that you know the future, yet
Tell me that this is not gonna change
Without you I don’t wanna exist

For you, For you, I’ll live
Love is gonna win
With you, With you, I’ll have
Hundreds days of happiness
Hundreds nights of serenity
I’ll do what you’ll ask me to
I’ll go always anywhere you go
I’ll give all the love I feel for you

I mustn’t say it to you, by now you know it
That I would die without you

For you, For you, I’ll live
Love is gonna win
With you, With you, I’ll do
Everything you’ll ask me to
I’ll go always anywher you go
I’ll give all the love I feel for you

My heart just broke.

2008-07-12T23:40:00.002+08:00

its always u liking someone else. ALWAYS.

it should speak something, doesn't it. in fact it speaks loads of things.
the problem lies with you. not anyone else, but u.

2008-07-12T23:12:00.003+08:00

Love is such a messy thing. Worse still if people know and is discussing abt it behind yr back. But the truth is, you know. U know it all.

I'm glad u don't know. If u knew, we wouldn't be friends anymore. Everyone else can know, but not you. Definitely not you.
I think its quite funny.
Person A likes person B. But other persons(note the plural) think person A likes person C when to person A, person A is crazy over someone else. Does person C know/think that person A likes him? Maybe person A doesn't even know that perhaps, person A doesn't like person B but likes person C more. Does it make sense? What abt person D?
I think person A is just a confused person. Person A is just being silly and childish and emotional.
Just because someone is nice to you, doesn't mean u have to treat him like king and elevate him into yr life.
DRILL IT IN YOUR HEAD CELINE BECAUSE IT IS GOING TO MAKE U A VERY SAD PERSON, FRUSTRATED ALWAYS AND PEOPLE WILL JUST THINK U ARE DESPERATE.
I dunno, i've always felt like i need someone to care, and when u give it to me, i find myself liking u. Even if it was the teeniest bit. Thats just superficial of me right. Its not valuing myself.
Even if u treat me like i'm nothing special, i feel happy because i feel like i'm something. Why do i feel like i'm on the shorter end of the stick here. I'm better than this.
maybe when u dont give a shit, then things will come to u and fall into place. no one is thinking about issues like this. No one except u.
NO ONE EXCEPT YOU. SO U SHOULD NOT BE THINKING SO MUCH. THIS IS SO STUPID OF U.

And this is not good. I'm not going to be a desperate person.

2008-07-04T21:48:00.003+08:00

why, why is this happening to me again. as if this is not enough for somebody like me, of my personality. Celine, like u didn't know this would happen. Why why why let yourself sink deeper eh? why why why do u feel compelled to make him happy, and why do u feel happy when he is? Why is it that you know, you know very well that you two have no common interests, possibly not even possible, but why do u have to hope and wish and dream?
Why do u have to sneak peeks at him, then ignore him? Why look out for him, if you aren't going to say hello? Why bother to make yourself so desperate? Why do u feel like u want to do something for him?
the smile, the giggles. Isn't it obvious?

Guess mine is not the first heart broken,
my eyes are not the first to cry
I'm not the first to know,
there's just no gettin' over you
Hello, I'm just a fool who's willing
to sit around and wait for you
But baby can't you see,
there's nothin' else for me to do
I'm hopelessly devoted to you
But now there's nowhere to hide,
since you pushed my love aside
I'm not in my head,
hopelessly devoted to you
Hopelessly devoted to you,
hopelessly devoted to you

My head is saying "fool, forget him",
my heart is saying "don't let go"
Hold on to the end,
that's what I intend to do
I'm hopelessly devoted to you
But now there's nowhere to hide,
since you pushed my love aside
I'm not in my head,
hopelessly devoted to you
Hopelessly devoted to you,
hopelessly devoted to you

Save me from myself.

2008-06-25T12:05:00.004+08:00

hello!

i know i haven't updated in a LONG time but i'm really too lazy. Hahah. not that anything is worth mentioning out of my life. Having terms now, just like many of my other friends, which means i probably shouldnt be online doing crazy things like this. I should be studying and mugging my ass off. But really i can't help but on in msn and check out my mail and facebook! Another thing i did while i shlould be studying was to find an anagram. Blimey Crinkle Lime! How wicked is that! Its actually Celine Kimberly Lim. Hols was good i guess. Slack and all.

Oh yea two high points, I went back to sec school to get my grad cert, met many of the gang there! Oh man miss them so much. Had loads of fun talking abt life and gossiping about boys in school. hahah girls girls girls. I miss doing that! Had lunch before going shopping! Yay LOVE. Bought a top. Hahah. Oh wells. I looked good in it in my opinion. Spents loads of money. Money buys happiness? Hahah. It certainly can bring u happiness. Next agenda on my list, to get a new bag! my old bag has wrinkled, so ugly!

Next high point, Ee Ling's birthday. I went to K box. Ate there too. Funny thing was they sang chinese songs like by mayday, step sun, jjlin etc. Taiwan singers. But me?I dont know a single song like fully! I could only follow the chorus. I ended up singing english songs like rihanna and stuff(i was surprised they have that kinda songs, my opinion of karaoke is like.... outdated songs) Hahah lyn commented the music videos for the songs i chose was like M18. hahah well, they do sex it up for MTV but there's no nudity! M18 is like sex and the city which i want to watch! I can't, i'm only 16 going 17. Lauren watched it. DANG! Maybe i shld try going in too.

"I am 16 going on 17..."

Feel like breaking out into a song. If i wanted to sing, i should sing "Bad Day" because yesterday's math and chem paper was anything but good. Not even ok. What the heck. Maybe it was between ok and errr. I seriously need to work fast. Or write fast, or think fast. I shld start practising some 1o years series or smth. Other ppl are doing it!

I have loads of photos but i'm not going to load them. Shit it'll take like a million years.

Oh wells, time to go study.

This was fun venting.

CELINE LOVES YOU!

命中注定爱上你

2008-06-01T20:19:00.007+08:00

And so, this is the adventures of Celine... Celine looks like a fat PIG next to all the skinny weeny stars.

2008-05-28T20:22:00.004+08:00

Holiday, holiday. I went out the whole day to vivo city, ate lunch with an auntie and watched a movie, Idianna Jones. I'm lazy to check the spelling hahah. Can u imagine Harrison Ford is like 60 or something, running about and doing stunts, fighting. Maybe it was a body double. Well, it was enjoyable, though i cannot imagine what gibberish they were talking half of the time. Some events didn't link for me, perhaps i just don't have an archaeologist mind. The effects were good, certainly. I could feel the sound vibrating through me, and i cringed at the monsters. Haha, knowing me, its easy to scare the heck outta me. BAHAHAH. Seriously, could anyone survive such events? No wonder its just a movie. Hahahah.

2008-05-27T19:48:00.005+08:00

do you:

cut yourself: no

lick yourself: no. yuck I'm not a dog

whine a lot: er.. A bit la..

yell a lot: when I'm agitated.

have too many friends: friends are never too many

want to die: no, i think i'm scared by the notion of death itself.

do drugs: no

wear dark colors: i use to wear black all the time, not now. My wardrobe is colourful now.

dye your hair: sprayed it before. Those fake dyes.

have you ever:worn rainbow: no.I'll look like a giant popsicle.

talked on the phone for over 2 hours: Yeah. Haha.

left the country: yes

had a party with over 30 people: yes

stolen something: honestly, yes i have to admit. when i was young, i took coins from the basket at home where my mum and uncle put the car keys. Thats stealing right.

caught something on fire: yeah. Candles la.

cheated on someone: no, i don't have a bf to start with

wanted to cheat on someone: no

asked someone out: yeah. but only friends.

last person:you talked to: maid

you hugged: my pillow

are you:understanding: i think so

open: yeah

insecure: yes

interesting: very

hungry: always

smart: moderate

childish: sometimes

independent: i think so

hard working: When i need to be

healthy: erm.. ok la..

weird: sometimes

difficult: sometimes.

attractive: ??

thirsty: yes

obsessed: with a certain person.

angry: no

sad: sometimes

happy: sometimes

trusting: sometimes

reliable: i don't know

self-disciplined: not really

sleepy: always

lonely: sometimes

info about yourself:

what is your birth name? Celine Kimberly Lim

when is your birthday? 13091991

shoe size?: I have small feet but i wear 6 because my feet are broad. My school shoes are like a 4 or 5.

brothers/sisters?: nope. But i live with two cousins. something like siblings i guess.

what is your favorite store(s)?: too many

color?: blue, black, purple, pink, red

soda?: love all carbonated drinks

music?: i love all music that makes me happy. Jazz in my opinion is the most sensual music of all.

the mall?: dunno

ice cream?: love all types of ice cream

roller coaster?: i must close my eyes

cried?: of course i have cried before

missed someone?: yeah

yelled at someone?: yeah

drove somewhere?: i haven't got a license.

talked to someone on the phone?: yes.duh!

been online: of course!

kissed someone?: Yeah

hugged someone?: yes

last thing you ate?: fruit tarts

been in love? yes. unrequited love

broke something?: yeah

betrayed a friend?: no

played strip poker?: no

skipped school?: not on purpose

shot a gun?: toy gun

smoked a cig?: no. I would never smoke. its bad for your health

dyed your hair?: no.

last questions:who is sitting next to you? nobody is sitting next to me now.

been in a plane?: yes

killed someone?: no

kicked your cat for the hell of it? i don't have a cat. And i wouldn't kick one.

are you bored of taking this survey? no, i'll be bored without it.

I must really be bored.

2008-05-27T19:31:00.003+08:00

Is your birthday day 13 of the month?
Your Life
You are sincere and easy going (quite true). Flattering and charming around are not your style (quite true). You care so much for freedom that often leads you to the difficult path (?). Because of your sincerity, most people find you easy to be around although you are sometimes too straightforward. (I sense an aha moment.)
Your Love
Your gentleness, care and sincerity make you an attractive person (serious?). Eventhough you don't intend to be charming, but you naturally are, especially in the eyes of opposite sex. (Hmmmmm.)

This is very meaningful.

1. I love you not because of who you are, but because of who I am when I am with you..
2. No man or woman is worth your tears, and the one who is, won't make you cry.
3. Just because someone doesn't love you the way you want them to, doesn't mean they don't love you with all they have.
4.. A true friend is someone who reaches for your hand and touches your heart.
5. The worst way to miss someone is to be sitting right beside them knowing you can't have them.
6...... Never frown, even when you are sad, because you never know who is falling in love with your smile.
7. To the world you may be one person, but to one person you may be the world.
8. Don't waste your time on a man/woman, who isn't willing to waste their time on you.
9...... Maybe God wants us to meet a few wrong people before meeting the right one, so that when we finally meet theperson, we will know how to be grateful.
10. Don't cry because it is over, smile because it happened.
11. There's always going to be people that hurt you so what you have to do is keep on trusting and just be more careful about who you trust next time around.

12. Make yourself a better person and know who you are before you try and know someone else and expect them to know you.
13. Don't try so hard, the best things come when you least expect them to.

night

2008-05-27T19:19:00.001+08:00

Night time is the time when one can think most deeply. There's something about the silence which is so calm. It builds thoughts in your mind and consumes you.

I have not made good use of the past almost 6 months, I've got to admit. But i had fun :) I have not worked hard, and i have to suffer for it now during the holidays. I still miss my secondary school friends, JC life isn't even comparable to secondary school. I've made some new friends, but my best friends still linger in my mind throughtout. I still find it hard to fit in. Maybe its just me, i'm not willing to try.
I think I need to grow up. I think i have become more mature,(gasp, to my best friends). There's less of the laughing and being silly now, but I believe I'm still me. I still have those random outbursts.

And to you, I can't stop myself from doing stupid things.

Special mention: Lyn, Clara, Lauren, Rekha, Preethi, Ee Ling, Joanne, Baohui, Kahen ( I hope I didn't miss anyone out ) and 4A1.

<3

I'm thinking, do friends need common topics of interest? Someone answered it for me, commitment is all you need. :)

Why am I so needy?

2008-03-11T16:08:00.003+08:00

clara said lauren looks thinner. I agree. dancing has made her skinny. i lost weight too. 5kg. i guess it doesn't seem much on my frame? blah blah.

2008-03-09T18:56:00.004+08:00

i dunno, nothing much to update. oh i went to visit mrs ong and her newborn baby. its soooo cute, but small. haha. and on the way out, i actually broke some wood thing. i feel so embarressed, gracious. my life now, normal. i made a friend who i have a feeling might be my best friend in ACJC, PL friends are still my best friends. nothing interesting, my mum went to aussie today :( Don't worry i won't crank up the music and partee. I needa mug soon, i've got like lotsa work, and i'm sleeping in lectures half(maybe 1/4) of the time. what a great student i am. AC is a lot toned down compared to my expectations. but still fun i guess. smile smile. bear and grin it.

nostalgia

2008-03-02T20:14:00.004+08:00

I miss my secondary school friends. LAUREN, REKHA, LYN, PREETHI, EE LING, SHERILYN, CLARA, JOANNE, KAHEN, BAOHUI etc. I miss you!

two chio bus? I miss you LAUREN.

Snip

2008-01-28T22:21:00.001+08:00

Yes i cut my hair and yes its pretty short, and maybe i look like i'm wearing a helmet or whatever but i've gotta look at it this way that it'll GROW sometime later, no matter how long. So maybe i look not too nice now but whatever! I'm going to be so over it!

Os

2008-01-24T16:53:00.000+08:00

I just got back from collecting Os. Me and lauren top the school! So unexpected and happy. it was like when they announced lauren's name, she was shocked and and looked unexpected but quiet, but when it came to me, i had to SCREAM and go "LAUREN!!!" and went to hug her and friggin cried for like 10secs until i calmed down. Not really cry, more like tears welled up and my face scrunched up. The photography ppl taking photos some more, i bet i looked super ugly. haha. mr lim say i very dramatic leh. I assure you that u that i was not faking it. I'm super emotional. Now i think i regret my reaction. SO EMBARRASSING. But honestly i didn't expect ssgeog and english to get A1. I hoped, haha, but i thought i might not because i thought i didn't do well in the paper. Scary. Man, i wanna thank all the teachers who taught me and God who granted me this results. I'm sooooo happy and thankful.
Lauren is 1/4 indian so she topped her ethnic group and will be interviewed. even though she is 1/4 indian, she got A1 for chinese leh. She's so cool. I think she'll be in tomorrow's paper haha. Super excited. i think i'll go out tomorrow to celebrate. haha.
(: (: (: (: (: (: (: (: (: (: (: (: (:

2008-01-18T21:04:00.000+08:00

hello.
I MISS MY OG. I'm sad sad sad sad sad sad sad sad, and lonely in my class. i guess its like that in the begining, its like being strangers again. I'm in 1SA1. yea. how to say, there are many ACS I people and cresent girls and a couple of vietnam scholars and a few MG girls. in any case, i'm super sad and lonely can. like no one talks to me unless i ask someone about something. because i know NOBODY. some of them are friendly la, like there's this guy arthur, he was the only person who talked to me voluntarily. like said hi, and even bye. he's friendly to everyone. the cresent girls are also nice, they talked to me too, during contact time. other than that, nothing! which is super hard to get used to because i'm already such a noisy bird with my OG. I miss those times, especially when we did the surprise boards, thats when we really got closer. oh here's a picture of it, courtesy of michelle.

it was super fun. love it, love it, love it.

I have to start bonding with my class, don't know how i'm going to go about it. I still like my OG best. I hope i stay in the school, and then i can see them at O2!

Oh we are supposed to plan funarama or something. haha however u spell it. i joined food, and its like the hardest to do no? I dunno, hope i become closer to my class.

2008-01-15T19:50:00.000+08:00

i havent blogged yet in a few days haha. well, been coming home everyday pretty late coz i go out after school(hehheh naughty). today we did this surprise thingy for our OGL which was super fun to make. so proud of myself and the rest who made it. haha. Phu is sooooo fun and hilarious. matthias is fun too, sometimes his actions a bit gay. haha.

some of the guys are serious about work and studying. i'm scared for myself. and i don't understand biology!! shooting tryouts tomorrow, maybe i'll see pikachu(a new friend)there. haha.

i got a new wallet, yay, 40 bucks for it haha.

2008-01-09T18:05:00.000+08:00

i went for choir auitions today. dunno what made me sign up. anyway, it went bad in so many places i don't think i made it. i really wanna join shooting. seems fun. anyway, i feel like in my group, the six of us, michelle, sihui, thasneem,charmain,andeline and myself are like isolated. whether if it is we isolated ourselves or the rest don't really talk to us, i dunno. but i wish we can be more bonded. sigh.

i need to do something constructive.

ok subject registration tomorrow. i'm going to apply for PCME. yup.

2008-01-07T18:48:00.000+08:00

i need to lose weight. i need to lose weight. i need to lose weight. i need to lose weight. i need to lose weight. i need to lose weight. i need to lose weight. i need to lose weight. i need to lose weight.
i want to lose weight. i want to lose weight. i want to lose weight. i want to lose weight. i want to lose weight. i want to lose weight. i want to lose weight. i want to lose weight. i want to lose weight. i want to lose weight.
i hope i can lose weight.
Brrrrr.
i'm super super dark. blame it on the orientation!! Arrgh!

2nd day

2008-01-03T20:01:00.000+08:00

i got really dirty and smelly today, ala chili sauce, starch, soap, sweat etc. but i learned that i might as well try to have fun while at it right. at least put on a smile or something. we had long talks in the morning and games and cheering and screaming again. And, the food there is SUPER EXPENSIVE.

it was the first day i bought food there coz yesterday i didn't eat in school(i ate my own food). So yes, a sandwhich there is at least 2 bucks(its a normal sandwhich with a triangle with filling and another triangle with filling and covered by another triangle) as compared to seconday school which was like 60-80cents, and a rice with 2 veggies and a meat is $2.60 compared to secondary school $1.50. And the veg i ate was like friggin cabbage. i guess i gotta get used to it yea.

oh and we finally learnt the couple dance. it seems the one before wasn't the couple dance. and yes we habd to hold hands and all. so yea.

oh yea i got sunburnt too. and i don't wanna get dark and black.

first day

2008-01-02T20:49:00.000+08:00

hello to my dear diary and my dear friends,

today was my first day in jc. orientation. and to clarify things first, i'm not one to go shout, run, play games and get dirty/smelly and i hate(not hate, thats a strong word), okay i don't exactly enjoy most of the time camping and doing activities and being all ra-ra. i'm quite the passive person, which explains my figure. ok so lets start.

My mother drove me to school and i reached at like 6.30am plus plus. so early right? but no choice, my mum got to go to school too. so yea. i walked in, surprised to find that there are people there too. then i met this girl from st margs who smiled at me and i smiled back and we just went through the formalities. you know, hi my name is xxx, i'm from xxx. so yea. then we went to check out some other students and i went to see if there were any pl students there. there's like a handful, maybe 15, altogether? not that much. then when i was went to the hall for morning assembly i sat with rachel, lesley and michelle and mellissa, santi, yenlin and dezarae sat in the row front of us. the assembly was a bit like pl, morning devotion, announcements etc. then they introduced the important teachers like hods stuff like that. very admin and a bit boring. oh but i found it interesting that the choir was singing the national anthem and not only that, they were harmonising too! yup. then there was principals talk and discipline talk. i'm going to devote one paragraph to that.

boy was the discipline strict. i thought the dm was a bit funny the way he said the word "mature". anyway, when the principal introduced him, there was loads of cheering from the school(ok the jc2s since jc1s don't know him) so he must have been a nice guy. so yea, he was super fierce and called boys "young man" and told us he wouldn't take any excuses for anything. the funniest part was about the whole boy girl thing since it was co-ed. the rule was "to let light pass through" when you are talking to someone. Haha. then we went for break and i ate the Vietnamese baguette from raffles city(yumyum) but the rest like didn't eat. i went to find out what group i was since i didn't get any call from my OGL. i'm in clan joaqium and from grp vijaya or something. Then we had THE TALK.

the talk is a talk where the guys and girls were separated and they told us stuff which applies to the fairer sex, including bras since well, we are going to be wearing white shirts for the uniform so they told us don't wear black, colourful bras, try to wear white or beige ones. if not the guys will know, i quote from the teacher "if you wear half cup, three quarter cup or full cup." so the girls all laughed. so i was like thinking, oh no mine like a bit colourful ah. haha.

then finally came the introducing of the groups which was gone by video, absolutely funny. to cut the story short, there's this country, Acsiana where there's this stone, and there's a bad guy named mojomomo who wants this stone to make him powerful but he can't get it for some reason so he asked four clans to get it for him. namely, indus, seres, kyojin and joaquim which is for india, china, japan and SINGAPORE respectively. and of all the exotic countries i got singapore. wow. haha later they told us they they arranged it by ic number.

so yea, there was ice breakers and stuff within my group, vijaya, which was quite quiet. like we didn't like share much about ourselves. we just played wacko and some other games among ourselves to break the ice. but as the day went on, we warmed up to each other.

Hmm what else did we do? oh yes we played one game where there was polo sweets hidden in flour and your stick your head in and with a toothpick in your mouth, fish it out and pass on to other people in your group in one line. and just on that day i mentioned to dezarae, "i hope we don't have to stick our heads in flour" and it came true. how creative.

besides that we learned the mass dance. there was a couple dance and we learned half a song. so we had to pair up within our group and i was just like staring at the other boys willing one of them to ask me. and yet the fat girl syndrome was at work, i was like the last out of nine girls to get picked. but honestly when he said couple dance i was thinking like COUPLE, you know, at least you need to hold hands or something, but no, nothing like that. and, it was a fast song, i can't imagine from someone else's point of view my body shaking and jimmying to music. not a very pleasant sight maybe? haha. oh and there was loads so cheering which i just shouted along. and they taught us a few ac cheers and boy are the ac people(OGLS i mean) enthusiastic. they were like screaming like mad and like saying, its fun, trust me you'll have fun. they are madly enthusiastic. i felt like there was sand in my throat can. i cant see how come they are so like proud of their school. i'm not feeling any sense of belonging yet haha.

and imagine my shock when i found out that orientation lasts for 4 days till sat and everyday ends at 6pm except sat it ends at 10.30pm. i wanted to find a pillar and hug it and go "NOOOoooooooo....." I better lose some weight or something after all this. haha.

oh and i'm considering joining strategic games club(!) as long as they don't play chess/checkers/scrabble/reversi or something. what i wanna play is bridge and poker. i hope they don't mind that i'm not good at it. i just think its fun. Yup. this is my day. and my OGL said we'll get dirty(mud) tomorrow and wet too and he said, "really, its a lot of fun." and my female OGL said "you're going to look back on this and wonder why you didn't get dirtier." Rrrriiiggghhht. excuse me while i go bang my head against the wall. (kidding)

my legs are a bit aching.

oh yea and i was intimidated that there were many of people from famous schools like raffles, hua chong, dunman, nanyang rivervalley, stnicks and more. SCARY. i hope i can keep up.

ok byebye friends. toodles!

happyness

2007-12-21T18:32:00.000+08:00

hello. long time sice i've blogged. i would have thought it died. and i forgot my password!! well lucky i remember the answer to the question. haha. well, o levels are over, and i messed up the desktop again. lucky my mother was kind enough to get me a laptop which i pretty much have been pleading for one this past year. anyway, i think she "promised" to get me one if i have a single digit for Os. gotta really take good care of it now. yay happyness.

oh, today i went to lauren's house for a gathering. so fun. even though there were six of us it was still so fun. small and cozy. whoo. love it. we played twister and man we were tangled up. and it was so embarressing, my fat butt in someone's face. we ate starters, the smoked salmon thingy was soooooo good. we also had wine, which was in fact sparkling apple juice. but it was so funny because rachel didn't realise it wasn't wine or champagne or whatever she thought it was right up till she tasted it in her mouth. then she went like, "this taste like apple juice." Haha so funny lor. then we made pizza! oooh hands on. we just added stuff like meat, ham, sausage, mushroom, pineapple stuff like that. oh and loads of cheese! yum, loves. then we danced abit, swayed maybe.haha. and lauren busted some moves to buttons by the pussycatdolls. quite funny, she was imitating them. but boy can she dance, she's a dancer afterall. haha. and we ate icecream too, and added like cookies and biscuits and stuff to it. yum, this is like the most creative party i've ever been too. happyness.

oh i've got a new love. the guy from it started from a kiss. joe chang. it was because of the second season of the show, called THEY KISS AGAIN(tsk!haha!) that i liked him. because finally i see some passion. the part when their on their honeymoon and they did it for the first time, well obviously they only showed them kissing and nothing more, but it was still so, so, i'm not sure how to describe. my heart did a double flip. Finally some action! heh. it was like so tender and romantic and passionate. i seem so love sick. man. breathe, breathe. happyness.

this break has been total happyness(i know its happiness).

HAPPYNESS.

2007-08-05T21:47:00.000+08:00

hello my old friend. what am i doing?

I'm back

2007-06-12T22:56:00.000+08:00

After half a year's hiatus i am officially back. Comps up, everything is working fine. I'm so happy. I've been the most happy now ever since i moved in here. Many thanks to clara who helped me so much. I better be careful with the computer now. I'm so so so happy. Ok an update maybe?

Erm i moved house and surprisingly it takes one hour or more to get home as long as i don't miss the bus or i'll have to wait for 30mins more. argh. Works are still on and oh, i don't get kinematics. Maybe i'll use acelearn like clara. hahahaha. After so long and yet i have nothing to write? Inspiration please!

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2007-02-20T15:57:00.000+08:00

I'm so sorry my blog. Its sad without a computer. Happy chinese new year to me.

I want to play SIMS 2!

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2006-12-03T21:02:00.000+08:00

Help! My homework is eating me up!

2006-11-27T20:46:00.000+08:00

Hey my journal friend, its been nine days since i've written an entry in you! Woah time passes. Today was kinda cool. Went to watch Happy Feet with some friends and the movie was so kinda nice. At first i was thinking : What kind of a storyline can a cartoon have? definitely no omph to it. But in the end, the movie was quite nice. Tomorrow i'm going to escape with some more of my friends and on wednesday, i'm having clas outing! This week i'm so social hor. haha. Yep. Looking forward to this whole week. yeah!

2006-11-18T16:41:00.000+08:00

I got this from blogthings after doing a survey .

Your Extroversion Profile:

Assertiveness: Very High

Sociability: Very High

Friendliness: High

Activity Level: Medium

Cheerfulness: Medium

Excitement Seeking: Medium

How Extroverted Are You?

song

2006-11-14T12:10:00.000+08:00

Hey everyone. Please listen to the song at the corner of my blog. Its SUPER nice. Oh, and by the way, if you don't understand it, here are the lyrics:

Viens Jusqu'à Moi
M'entends-tu quand je te parle
Dans la prison de ton coeur
Je connais le poids de tes larmes
Et des questions interieures

Je comprends bien que tu proteges
De tous les maux et tous les pieges
En taisant tes douleurs

Je connais la liste longue
De ces barrieres entre nous
Quand pour faire comme tout le monde
On fait semblant jusqu'au bout

Mais je veux une place differente
Etre l'âme soeur et la presence
Qui comprend tout

{Refrain:}
Fais tomber les armures
Viens casser pierre à pierre tous les murs
Et combler les distances qui t'eloignent de moi
Je partage tes blessures
Je comprends tes erreurs, tes ratures
Si tu me dis les mots que tu pensais tout bas
Viens jusqu'à moi
Viens jusqu'à moi

Je suis là dans le silence
Quelque soit le jour et l'heure
J'attendrai que tu t'avances
Pour avouer ce qui tes lourd

Je veux cette place différente
Celle de l'âme soeur, de la presence
Qui sait porter secours

Viens te raccrocher à moi
Mon coeur est une terre d'asile
Pour que tu trouves les pas tranquilles
Vers ton amour

{au Refrain}

Viens jusqu'à moi, viens jusqu'à moi...

ENGLISH
Do you hear me when I speak to you
In the prison of your heart
I know the weight of your tears
And all the questions inside

I indeed understand that you protect yourself
Out of all the troubles and all the traps
By keeping silent about your pains

I know the long list of these barriers between us
To make us like everybody
We pretend until the end
But I want a different place
To be the soul mate and the presence
Which could understand everything

Bring down all the armors
Come to break all the walls stone by stone
And fill the distances which take you far away from me
I share with you your wounds
I understand your errors, your alteration
If you just say to me the words which hide deep inside your heart

Come to me, Come to me

I am here in the silence
Everyday and every hour
I will wait for you to move forwards
to admit the heavy in your heart

I want this different place
of the soul mate, of the presence
which knows how to carry help

Come to hang up to me
My heart is a safe place of refuge
So that you can find the quiet way
towards your love

Bring down all the armors
Come to break all the walls stone by stone
And fill the distances which take you far away from me
I share with you your wounds
I understand your errors, your alteration
If you just say to me the words which hide deep inside your heart

Come to me, Come to me... (translation should be correct)

Why do boys fall in love with girls

2006-11-07T15:24:00.000+08:00

1. They will always smell good even if it's just shampoo.
2. The way their heads always find the right spot on our shoulder.
3. How cute they look when they sleep.
4. The ease in which they fit into our arms .
5. The way they kiss you and all of a sudden everything is right in the world.
6. How cute they are when they eat.
7. The way they take hours to get dressed but in the end it makes it all worth while.
8. Because they are always warm even when its minus 30 outside.
9. The way they look good no matter what they wear.
10. The way they fish for compliments even though you both know that you think she's the most beautiful girl on this earth.
11. How cute they are when they argue.
12. The way her hand always finds yours.
13. The way they smile.
14. The way you feel when you see their name on the call ID after you just had a big fight.
15. The way she says "lets not fight anymore" even though you know that an hour later....
16. The way that they kiss after you have had a fight.
17. The way they kiss you when you say "I love you".
18. Actually...Just the way they kiss you...
19. The way they fall into your arms when they cry.
20. Then the way they apologize for crying over something that silly.
21. The way they hit you and expect it to hurt.
22. Then the way they apologize when it does hurt (even though we don't admit it).
23. The way they say "I miss you".
24. The way you miss them.
25. The way their tears make you want to change the world so that it doesn't hurt her anymore...

Yet regardless if you love them, hate them, wish they would die or know that you would die without them it matters not. Because once in your life, whatever they were to the world they become everything to you. When you look them in the eyes, traveling to the depths of their souls and you say a million things without trace of a sound, you know that your own life is inevitable consumed within the rhythmic beatings of her very heart. We love them for a million reasons, no paper would do it justice. It is a thing not of the mind but of the heart.
A feeling.
Only felt.

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2006-11-06T19:59:00.000+08:00

Hmm. What shall I write about my life? I dunno, there's nothing interesting. School, CCA, television, computer, eat, sleep, bathe. That's what I've been doing. Not interesting, I know, but it seems I have little time. But the million dollar question is, why is it the holidays yet I'm so "busy" for the past two weeks? Hopefully it gets better as the week passes.

I dunno what I'm going to do about my homework, really. I hope I can just burn it up. After that, I'll tell the teacher the dog ate my homework up, really. You know, its not that unbelievable. What's so strange about a canine having the fetish for homework? Is that really that unbuyable? Darn. I don't want to do homework or revise. I'm happy and satisfied at staring at my beautiful pile on the table. Sigh. But I know I'll do it eventually. That's just the weakness of humans. Or maybe, its just me. But right now, no work stuff yet. Definitely, I won't start revising O levels this year, despite some people saying they are sure I have already revised. Like, er, do I look so nerdy? I mean, I know I study when occasion calls for it, but I'm not a nerd normally. Most of my friends know I yearn to go out more often, you know, shop, movies and stuff. I just don't want to go out alone as it just makes it so depressing, as if you have no friends. Not that I don't have any friends, unfortunately they are the type of people who are easily satisfied by the couch and comforts of home, with the exception of a few. But those people are busier than I am. Oh, and did I mention that I can spend money quite well? So if I go out, I'm sure I'll spend a lot more money, and I'll end up broke or something. So maybe, its better to stay at home, helps me save more money.

Oh yes, and some people just like to make fun of my brains. I know I don't look very bright and I tend to forget minor things quite fast, but that doesn't mean I'm stupid. But at least someone said I speak confidently, so that's good. Yep, thats pretty much what I want to write. Oh yes, the vienna boys choir have unnatural highness in their voices.

SexyBack

2006-10-31T19:51:00.000+08:00

The bridge part of SexyBack is so, how to describe it, breathtaking.

Dirty babe
You see these shackles
Baby I'm your slave
I'll let you whip me if I misbehave
It's just that no one makes me feel this way

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2006-10-30T11:26:00.000+08:00

I watched The Prestige and Chicago(thanks for lending me the dvd ner) yesterday and i absolutely loved both movies! Chicago rocks man! All that jazz, men and booze.

The prestige is currently showing in cinemas and please go watch it. It is so intriguing the whole movie.

"Are you watching closely? "
"Alfred Borden (Christian Bale) and Rupert Angier (Hugh Jackman) are rival magicians in turn-of-the-century London who battle each other for trade secrets. The rivalry is so intense that it turns them into murderers."

Damned its super cool. Watch it.

Crap

2006-10-25T14:54:00.000+08:00

Crap, my computer at home has kinda crashed so I can't use it. Therefore I'm sad to announce my blog will be kinda stagnant for a while and I'm going to have to rely on my good friends (you know who you are) to keep this alive by tagging me. Wishing for my computer to recover soon!
Boo hoo hoo! =(

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2006-10-22T18:44:00.000+08:00

Crazy crazy crazy crazy me.
lalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalala.
<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3

lovely words

2006-10-20T22:41:00.000+08:00

1. I love you not because of who you are, but because of who I am when I am with you.

2. No man or woman is worth your tears, and the one who is, won't make you cry.

3. Just because someone doesn't love you the way you want them to, doesn't mean they don't love you with all they have.

4. A true friend is someone who reaches for your hand and touches your heart.

5. The worst way to miss someone is to be sitting right beside them knowing you can't have them.

6. Never frown, even when you are sad, because you never know who is falling in love with your smile.

7. To the world you may be one person, but to one person you may be the world.

8. Don't waste your time on a man/woman, who isn't willing to waste their time on you.

9. Maybe God wants us to meet a few wrong people before meeting the right one, so that when we finally meet the person, we will know how to be grateful.

10. Don't cry because it is over, smile because it happened.

11. There's always going to be people that hurt you so what you have to do is keep on trusting and just be more careful about who you trust next time around.

12. Make yourself a better person and know who you are before you try and know someone else and expect them to know you.

13. Don't try so hard, the best things come when you least expect them to.

Those will be the rules I'll live by from now on.

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2006-10-15T20:54:00.000+08:00

You know, there comes a time to stop. For anything, there is a time. I think the time has come. I've thought it out and I'm not totally crazy over him now. I have a suspicion that maybe I'm more in love with love itself than him. I'm not to sure right now, but i've decided to take it slowly.
My heart still beats a little faster when around you. But, maybe there's more bliss in looking at you from afar?

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2006-10-14T17:01:00.000+08:00

I'm sound like crazy. Maybe I am.

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2006-10-13T20:24:00.000+08:00

Today was my school's 90th Founder's Day. Maybe because i'm not from the primary school so i don't feel that special bond. Nevertheless, congrats to the school for surviving 90 years.

Founder's Day service was alright. Some parts boring, some parts alright. The sermon was just sp phillosophical and deep and the pastor was actually quite a good speaker. Choir did fine. I especially loved Santi's solo. Her voice was just so clear and it resounded throughout the hall. Simply marvelous. I got my prize. Third in standard and Best in Science. Heh. My books were alright but i especially loved Jillian and Lauren's combination of books. Maybe i didn't choose wisely? But nevermind. I can always borrow from them. Heh. Next year when if i get the book prize i'm going to choose The World Is Flat. Haha. Don't ask me why coz i dun really have any idea why. Hehe.

Tomorrow i have to go to school for a farewell to my choir instructor. Its a pity he is leaving. Wishing him all the best in the years to come.

Today

2006-10-09T18:29:00.000+08:00

I went to make my IC today. In the picture i have eye bags!! Maybe i'm too tired? Anyway, there's this REALLY REALLY hot guy in Evanescense new video "Call me when you're sober". The guy sitting at the end of the table. He is so hunky and handsome. His name is Oliver Goodwill. Heh. Wanna see him?

Here's a picture.

He is so HOT.

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2006-10-08T21:56:00.000+08:00

I wanted to change my blogskin again but decided not too. Enough is enough. Haha.

Tomorrow

2006-10-08T21:01:00.000+08:00

Tomorrow I'm going to make my IC. I heard that its very busy over there. Sometimes you even may not be able to make it the day you are there!

Last day

2006-10-06T23:25:00.000+08:00

So today is the last day of exams. And yes, I agree, liberation. Haha. So I was slacking at home and I decided to go out for a walk coz I was bored. And I walked out to orchard in shirt and my pink shorts with something like a cardigan and went to forum. There, I went to toys R us, which was really silly. But, fun. I was playing with the toys like some deprived kid. Haha. Ok I think I'm exaggerating. Then I rode on the scooter around toys R us and it was really fun. But I got lonely coz I was like out alone. So I started to call people on my handphone. There I found out that dezarae was in town and she asked if I wanted to go for a drink. So I agreed coz I thought it would be fun.

And we we to coffee club at Nee Ann City and we talked and talked. About many random things really. like what we like to too, television, movies, music. and we had quite few things in common. At about 10 plus then we left. And there was this cool guy and a band singing at this restaurant live. It sounded really good. By the time I got home it was like, almost 11pm. But I had so much fun. Today being the last day of exams just made it better!!

I can't believe how time flies. Soon, we'll be taking our Os. But anyway, back to something more recent, I'm having monday as a day off from school. So I'm finding someone to go out with me. Maybe to watch Scoop. It seems like a nice movie. Heh. After that one pathetic day we have to go back to school on Tuesday for some post activity and on Wednesday, we will get our papers back!! Thats like so soon. But also good. Heh, can't wait but there's a sense of trepidation too. i hope i did well. Haha. Can't wait.

<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3

Video

2006-10-06T16:36:00.000+08:00

Let it Slide

2006-10-05T23:10:00.000+08:00

It's a touch without feelings
It's a kiss without love
It's the faith that we're losing
And the truth that we hide

It's a tear without cryin'
It's a word with no sound
A smile full of sorrow
And a love we left behind

Keep me from fallin', from fallin'
You got to set me free
Free from cryin', from cryin'
And now it's clear to see
See that I'm leavin', I'm leavin'
Cause it's time to let me be

Chorus:
Let it slide, let it slide
I know it hurts when I say good-bye
But the time has come
Let me spread my wings
Time to let me fly

It's a room full of silence
It's a day without light
Where anger keeps rising
And there's nothing left to say
It's your face at the window

It's the world pressing by
And the love that we shared
And the love we followed
Turned to pain along the way

Chorus:
Let it slide, let it slide
I know it hurts when I say good-bye
But the time has come
Let me spread my wings
Time to let me fly

Slide~
Come on baby let it slide

Let it slide, let it slide
I know it hurts when I say good-bye
But the time has come
Let me spread my wings
Time to let me fly

Exams

2006-10-05T15:38:00.000+08:00

Wheeeeeeeeeeee~

Exams are soon over and my blog is coming alive now..
Should i change my blogskin? Give it a revamp. Haaaaa.
But i'm kinda lazy now. Chemistry paper 1 tomorrow. No biggie. Haha. I sound proud. Bah.

what should i do now? Aiya. Slack stone and rot.

I must stay back tomorrow for a meeting for the prize winners. haha. My paper ends on 9.30am and the meeting is at 1.45 pm. I have soooooooooo much time untill then. I think i'm going macs after chem. Last paper!! Just hold out untill then.
Founder's Day is coming soon. Going to get the prize. *grins

Bah. Haha.

Rahrah!

Joanna

2006-09-20T18:17:00.000+08:00

Everyone listen and watch the video on my blog "Let It slide" by Joanna. Its nice!

Paris Hilton

2006-09-18T21:49:00.000+08:00

Like what's with all the dissing of Paris Hilton and her album. Although she is an airhead I'm still going to side with her. If you listen carfully, her songs aren't all that bad. Some really catchy tunes.

I'm an official Paris fan. Yay.

2006-09-16T12:34:00.000+08:00

Darn, I have a cold. My nose is running and my eyes are starting to cry. Exams are near. In two weeks. Some of my friends started and finished about half!! Some even finished all!! And i did like probably one-eight or someting..Ohh.. Now there's the VMAs on MTV. Alright. I'm going to watch it!

What Fun

2006-09-10T15:51:00.000+08:00

Fun facts :D courtesy of Ner.
Name: you ought to know
Birthday: 13 September 1991 (its near!)
Birthplace: China
Current Location: home sweet home
Eye Color: black
Hair Color: black
Height: 157cm
Right Handed or Left Handed: Right
Your Heritage: Chinese. Though sometimes ppl think i'm mixed.
The Shoes You Wore Today: My lovely wedges
Your Weakness: sometimes proud/too sensitive
Your Fears: losing a loved one
Your Perfect Pizza: any kind that has no peppers and olives
Goal You Would Like To Achieve This Year: good enough results, and to actually exercise and lose weight
Your Most Overused Phrase On an instant messenger: pfft!
Thoughts First Waking Up: I'm tired/I wanna sleep some more
Your Best Physical Feature: my smile =)
Your Bedtime: depends
Your Most Missed Memory: er. dunno. i miss many things
MacDonalds or Burger King: Both
Single or Group Dates: er . both
Lipton Ice Tea or Nestea: Lipton.
Chocolate or Vanilla: Chocolate
Cappuccino or Coffee: Cappuccino
Do you Smoke: No. don't really like smokers.
Do you Swear: sometimes
Do you Sing: yep
Do you Shower Daily: yep
Have you Been in Love: unrequited
Do you want to go to College: yea
Do you want to get Married: YESSSSSS
Do you believe in yourself: Most of the time.
Do you get Motion Sickness:depends
Do you think you are Attractive: Beauty is in thethe eye of the beholder
Are you a Health Freak: nah
Do you get along with your Parents: ok la
Do you like Thunderstorms:nope
Do you play an Instrument: my voice?

In the past month have you Drank Alcohol: Yep.
In the past month have you Smoked: No
In the past month have you been on Drugs: medcine?
In the past month have you gone on a Date: no.
In the past month have you gone to a Mall: Yea
In the past month have you eaten a box of Oreos: yea. Some choco/peanut butter oreo

In the past month have you eaten Sushi: dun think so
Been on Stage: i think so
been Dumped: i dun have a bf
gone Skinny Dipping: No and i'll NEVER
Stolen Anything: No.
Ever been Drunk: Nope, but high
Ever been called a Tease: nope
Ever been Beaten up: nope
Ever Shoplifted: nope
How do you want to Die: without regrets
What do you want to be when you Grow Up: beautiful, rich and famous! Haha. kidding. I want to be happy.
What country would you most like to Visit: England/France/Venice

In a Boy/Girl
Favourite Eye Color: erm. anything as long as not weird like red
Favourite Hair Color: black or brown
Short or Long Hair: Depends.
Height: Taller than me
Weight: i really dun have a say in this do i
Best Clothing Style: no loud attire

Number of Drugs I have taken: hmm. How would i know? haha.
Number of CDs I own: not that many
Number of Piercings: 2. I'm a good girl.
Number of Tattoos: None.
Number of things in my Past I Regret: too many

hols

2006-09-05T17:05:00.000+08:00

So its the hols. But i got homework to do. Pfft! I have also been informed that exams are starting in like 3 weeks into school the next term? That's just such a bummer. So i am suppose to start revision/studying in the hols. Or thats what i told myself before i got "addicted" to youtube. I have been watching videos on youtube for the past days of the holiday. I pretty much spent most of my time doing that. I looking forward to watching the jap anime of meteor garden. I just have to wait untill the person accepts me as a friend because the videos were made private. I know, I know, meteor garden??!! I watched it like, say 4 years ago? But watching it again brings me such good memories of Jerry Yan. The guy i pretty much went goo goo ga ga over during my primary school days. I think i still am. haha. I haven't watched the jap version though, wonder if its any good.

Of course, between taiwan dramas and korean dramas, its korean anytime. Just not the sappy kind. my all time fav has got to be My Girl. Not my sassy girl, but just My Girl. You can watch it on youtube. Ok ok. I'm starting to sound so very uncool. Not that korean shows are uncool, but thats just not what i see myself getting crazy over. I'm a bit more westernized you know.

MTV is till my favourite channel. I love Pimp My Ride!

lookalike

2006-08-31T20:11:00.000+08:00

Clara told me about this look alike thing on www.myheritage.com where u can see which celebrity you look like. So this is my results according to the photo i uploaded on the blog (the solo pic). The picture was quite unclear so maybe this caused the weird results??

1. 83% Rene Russo
2. 78% Lalaine
3. 76% William Moseley
4. 75% Mandy Moore
5. 73% Mai Kuraki
6. 72% Martine McCutcheon
7. 72% Conor Oberst (guy)
8. 71% Ayumi Hamasaki
9. 70% Zacky Vengeance (guy)
10.70% Matsumoto Jun (guy)

Just how do i look like a guy. And all these "celebrities" do not really look like one another. Some do, but nor all. haha.

Debate

2006-08-29T20:38:00.000+08:00

So I had my debate today. The motion was: This house believes that the media is more powerful than the government. I was on the proposition team! There was a mistake I made, I didn't explicitly that the motion aplies world wide and not restricted to singapore. However, I still won!! haha. Although i'm sure if it was in singapore, the opposition team may have a higher chance of winning considering how controlled singapore's media is. haha. Anyway, the prize was a precious moments bookmark. It was quite nice la. So i guess Devi is right. Our english class may not lose out to others better. Haha. Jia You to all my team members. yay!

2006-08-28T17:39:00.000+08:00

ARGH! The debate was sooooooo good! The 3.1 girls are so good! I'm so scared for mine tomorrow! Wish me luck!

2006-08-26T15:12:00.000+08:00

So i got back my physics paper. I got 31 out of 45. I'm so careless right??

I went to Raffles Shopping Centre yesterday at 7 plus and the jam was just HORRIBLE. Why are so many people out on friday? We took like more than half and hour to get there when it should have been a lot shorter considering it is relatively nearby? My mother was looking for a box to put some crystal aeroplane as a gift. and the stuff there is damned expensive! One peace of wrapping paper cost $4! So we found the box. And after that my mum bought me a drink from Gloria Jeans. I got a mint chocolate bomb for $5.90. It is like a chilled mocha or someting. It tastes abosolutely heavenly! The we bought some vietnamese baguette thingy. It's suppose to be a fusion of viet and french. I ate it today for lunch. So we came home slightly after 10pm.
Anyway, i took a picture of me and April. she is so cute! She was just groomed and her hair is tied up nicely. Haha. I just watched Hitch on DVD. It is sooooooo funny. He guy is so sweet. haha. I just realised something. Why is it a fat guy can find girls but fat girls can't find guys? There is prejudice in the the world.

So here is the pic of me and April.

I'm suppose to be in the kissing pose. Haha!

OMG!

2006-08-24T16:20:00.000+08:00

I JUST FOUND OU I HAVEN'T THE WHOLE LAST PAGE OF THE PHYSICS TEST!
Now that's really gonna cost me. What was i thinking? Oh man. What am i to do??? Anyway. Devi said she couldn't see my shoes properly so here is an image of my shoe.

And this is my shoe! I love my wedges! Haha! Bet you can see now. I'll add a pic of myself as a bonus!

2006-08-22T21:40:00.000+08:00

haha. Here to update after like quite long. So the tests are now over but I'm still scared la. Scared of failure lor. I got back some test papers today. Did well for some while others were only ok. I think I can't go well for combined humanities already. Silly social studies and geography!

Talking to jocelyn was nice today. Told her about myself. Ha. I know some people think I'm proud. I shall defend myself that I carry myself with dignity. Haha. Even when I break out in song I am seen to be exclaiming in joy over good test results. But that is not the case. FYI, I break out in song spontaneously all the time. Just ask people around me. I just love songs. Haha.

so now I'm reading a book called "Can You Keep A Secret?" by the author of shopaholic. But anyway, I'm finishing the book already. Its quite nice. So, can you keep a secret? Well, I think I pretty much can, or maybe I'll have a slip of tongue now and then. I'm not sure. Haha.

Home by michael buble

2006-08-11T23:10:00.000+08:00

Listen to this song Home by Michael Buble (top left hand corner). I feel so warm everytime i hear it. Love it!!

Home

Another summer day
Has come and gone away
In Paris and Rome
But I wanna go home
Mmmmmmmm

Maybe surrounded by
A million people I
Still feel all alone
I just wanna go home
Babe I miss you, you know

And I've been keeping all the letters that I wrote to you
Each one a line or two
"I'm fine baby, how are you?"
Well I would send them but I know that it's just not enough
My words were cold and flat
And you deserve more than that

Another aeroplane
Another sunny place
I'm lucky I know
But I wanna go home
Mmmm, I've got to go home

Let me go home
'Cause I'm just too far from where you are
I wanna come home
And I feel just like I'm living someone else's life
It's like I just stepped outside
When everything was going right
And I know just why you could not
Come along with me
That this is not your dream
But you always believed in me

Another winter day
Has come and gone away
In even Paris and Rome
And I wanna go home
Let me go home

And I'm surrounded by
A million people I
Still feel all alone
Oh, let me go home
Oh, I miss you, you know

Let me go home
I've had my run
Baby, I'm done
I gotta go home
Let me go home
It will all be all right
I'll be home tonight
I'm coming back home

2006-08-09T02:05:00.000+08:00

She lay down on her bed, tired. As she stared at the ceiling, willing for sleep to take over, she couldn't help but to think of the day's events. It was such a terrible day at school. During chemistry lab, she spilt half a test tube of hydrochloric acid all over his hands. Thank goodness it was harmless, for she didn't know how she would be able to make it up to him should anything happen. Cursing herself for being such a klutz, she tossed in her bed. She couln't help smiling at how he asked her if she was alright when she was the one who spilt the acid on him. Picturing his face, she let out a small yelp of delight. She closed her eyes to calm herself down, but fell alsept with his smiling face in her mind.

Haha. I'm writing lame stuff.

first

2006-08-07T15:49:00.000+08:00

Her heart ached as she stared at him across the room. In her heart she knew, it would never happen. As she stared, admiring his perfect face, charming smile, and smiling at every little thing he said, she seemed to realized that he caught her staring. Instead of turning quickly away, for that would be obvious that she was staring at him, she let her gaze span around the room, trying to be as natural as possible.

this is my start at story writing. Can you imagine it on a book?

2006-07-27T18:21:00.000+08:00

Hear this song moondance by Michael Buble. Its superb!!

2006-07-26T18:09:00.000+08:00

Today was suppose to be a good day. But i had a bad day that i ended up crying. Someone shattered my confidence and heart, and i just cied. My friends were crowding around and asking what was wrong. Thank goodness it was during reflection that i cried, if not the teacher might see it. I felt so bitter and angry, but now its over. When my friends were showing their concern for me, i cried even more. I didn't know why, but their care just made me feel so loved and i was just so touched. So i was crying partly because i was touched by my friends. Too my friends, thanks and i'm ok now.

I feel like going the beach, lay down a mat, and lie there throughout the night, just looking at the stars. Maybe i'll like to have him there or the few special people and just lie there and talk, or just marvel at how beautiful the night sky is. It is really beautiful you know, the night sky. The atmosphere is both calming and depressing, depending on your mood.

Many thanks to dezarae for companying me when i was sitting against the door. Jocelyn and leslie and nicolette too. And the rest of my clique, you know who you are. Love ya guys.

Oh ya, sorry nicolette for taking so much of your tissue paper.

2006-07-24T10:12:00.000+08:00

hello. I'm sick today so i'm not in school!! I've something interesting though.

1. Give someone a 40 minute massage and you can have half a slice of cheesecake
2. Give yourself a 30 minute manicure and you can have one california rool
3. Share gossip over e-mail or the phone for 24 minutes/ write a letter for 20 minutes and you can have 1/3 glass of wine
4. Bathe your dog for 28 minutes and you can have one scoop of ice cream
5. Bake for an hour and you can have one cafe latte
6. Apply makeup for 20 minutes and you can have one handful of popcorn
7. Sit and read for an hour/ listen to music for 75 minutes and you can have 1 can of non-diet soft drink
8. Change bedsheets or put away the groceries for half an hour and you can have one Ferrero Rocher
9. Spend an hour catching up with friends and you can have half a muffin
10. Rearrange furniture for an hour and you can have a chocolate bar or small fries

Isn't this absolutely wickedly cool?

stars are blind

2006-07-16T21:46:00.000+08:00

Everyone see the top left hand corner of my blog and listen to this song. Its so sweet!

I don't mind spending some time
hanging here with you
Cuz I don't find too many guys
That treat me like you do
Those other guys all wanna take me for a ride
But when I walk their talk is suicide
Some people never get beyond their stupid pride
But you can see the real me inside
And I'm satisfied, oh no, ohh

Even though the gods are crazy
Even though the stars are blind
If you show me real love baby
I'll show you mine
I can make you nice and naughty
Be the devil and angel too
Got a heart and soul and body
Let's see what this love can do
Baby I'm perfect for you

My love, ohh oh

I could be your confidante
Just one of your girlfriends
But I know that love's what you want
If tomorrow the world ends
Why shouldn't we be with the one we really love?
Now tell me who have you been dreaming of
At night at home? oh no, ohh

Even though the gods are crazy
Even though the stars are blind
If you show me real love baby
I'll show you mine
I can make you nice and naughty
Be the devil and angel too
Got a heart and soul and body
Let's see what this love can do
Baby I'm perfect for you

Excuse me for feeling
This moment is critical
Might be me feeling
It could get physical, oh no, no no

Even though the gods are crazy
Even though the stars are blind
If you show me real love baby
I'll show you mine
I can make you nice and naughty
Be the devil and angel too
Got a heart and soul and body
Let's see what this love can do
Let's see what love can do

Baby I'm perfect for you
Baby I'm perfect for you

Even though the gods are crazy
Even though the stars are blind
Even though the gods are crazy
Even though the stars are blind

pissed

2006-07-13T21:53:00.000+08:00

I'm pissed. Jonathan Leong was in the bottom 3. Are Singaporeans deaf and blind to let such talent go undiscovered? Silly silly people.

2006-06-25T18:06:00.000+08:00

Music Quiz!
1.take your ipod/mp3/wdv music medium of your choice and set it on shuffle.
2.read the questions outloud
3.then click SHUFFLE or the next button and the name of the song will be the answer to your question!!
4.ok the questions are below and the answers i got are below too. lets go!

How does the world see me?
song: What You Waiting For? - Haha. I have no idea what i'm waiting for.
Will I have a happy life?
song: Paradise - So i guess that's a yes since i'm in paradise?
What my friends think about me?
song: Trapped in the closet - Ok. What the..?
Do people secretly lust after me?
song: My Girl's Ex-boyfriend - Hmm..
How can I make myself happy?
song: More than useless - So i'll be happy if i'm more than useless?
What should I do with my life?
song: Fight For All The Wrong Reasons - haha. This is so funny. I need to fight for the wrong reasons. So i'm a bad bad girl. Ha!
Will I ever have children?
song: Too far gone - what has that got to do with that?
What is some good advice for me?
song: When will i see you again - anytime darling. haha.
How will i be remembered?
song: How sweet it is - Oh man, I'll be remembered as sweet. Oh my, how sweet!
What is my signature dancing song?
song: Dirty little secret - Oh ok. Haha.
What do I think my current theme song is?
song: Crying in the rain - haha. I'm not crying recently. Though i do cry. Haha.
What does everyone think my current theme song is?
song: Our lives - No connection here!!
What song will l play at my funeral?
song: Crawling back to you - haha. So i will haunt you guys? Haha.
What type of men/woman do I like?
song: Do you ever think of me - so i like guys who think of me. Of course.
What is my day going to be like?
song: These foolish things - Hmm...

so weird. makes no sense.

email

2006-06-25T17:45:00.001+08:00

I have recently got quite a few interesting emails. Firstly, the bithday one. As you know, my birthday is on 13th.

Is your birthday day 13 of the month?
Your Life
You are sincere and easy going (quite true). Flattering and charming around are not your style (quite true). You care so much for freedom that often leads you to the difficult path (i guess). Because of your sincerity, most people find you easy to be around although you are sometimes too straightforward. (very true, i say what i wanna say)
Your Love
Your gentleness, care and sincerity make you an attractive person (serious?). Eventhough you don't intend to be charming, but you naturally are, especially in the eyes of opposite sex. (I hope. I do wanna get married.)

Secondly, it would be this really meaningful thing.

1. I love you not because of who you are, but because of who I am when I am with you..
2. No man or woman is worth your tears, and the one who is, won't make you cry.
3. Just because someone doesn't love you the way you want them to, doesn't mean they don't love you with all they have.
4.. A true friend is someone who reaches for your hand and touches your heart.
5. The worst way to miss someone is to be sitting right beside them knowing you can't have them.
6...... Never frown, even when you are sad, because you never know who is falling in love with your smile.
7. To the world you may be one person, but to one person you may be the world.
8. Don't waste your time on a man/woman, who isn't willing to waste their time on you.
9...... Maybe God wants us to meet a few wrong people before meeting the right one, so that when we finally meet theperson, we will know how to be grateful.
10. Don't cry because it is over, smile because it happened.
11. There's always going to be people that hurt you so what you have to do is keep on trusting and just be more careful about who you trust next time around.

12. Make yourself a better person and know who you are before you try and know someone else and expect them to know you.
13. Don't try so hard, the best things come when you least expect them to.

drama mama

2006-06-24T14:50:00.000+08:00

the holidays are almost over. So sad. It is like, already saturday. So what did i do during four weeks of holidays? I did some homework. Haha. I haven't finished my homework but i dun really care now. haha. To me it is like almost impossible to finish. I gonna leave some here and there to finish at the last minute. So, i have recently watched alot of shows. haha. All this during the holidays.

1. Green forest my home
2. My sister in law is 19
3. My girl
4. Wonderful life
5. Goong (in the process)

I can't remember any more. but i 'm sure i watched more than this. Oh nevermind. Joanne called me. I have to go now. Hehe. Watching she's the man today.

my life?

2006-06-15T19:09:00.000+08:00

By the request of devi i'm gonna update my blog. Haha. Hmm. Where shall i start? Oh ya, i found out i'm gonna have to switch sections from sop 2 to alto 1. Big shit. Why? Because the teacher wants me to be sectional leader! And i have to go for vocal training!! I'm going to suffocate from stress. I have to learn new parts and stuff. But i dun learn music. So how am i going to accomplish that? I really wonder what the teacher sees in me. Why me? I'd rather have an admin position. I'll only throw my own face. Mr Jusof thinks i got pitching problems. And i so totally agree. I'm so not the best person for this job. I heard they are going to decide again on the posts. I hope i won't become Alto 1 sectional leader. They can just choose someone from alto 1 right?
Oh ya, and as you all can see, there's been quite a ruckus with the cbox. haha. but when i see it, i can't help and laugh about it. Its just funny man. haha. but i dun really bother about that girl anymore. Sometimes i can get just a tad annoyed but thats all i'm gonna feel. No more than that. I must control myself and not be angry coz of her.
I went out last sat with lyn to get presents for friends. we went to far east plaza. i always get confused with far east plaza and far east shopping centre. Haha. Far east is the more hip and cool one. Haha. We bought quite alot of things. And we kinda "quarreled" over what to buy. Maybe it is not quarrel. Debating? Haha. It was for Monday where our clique went out to swensens (how to spell?) to eat. We were celebrating rekha, ee ling and sherilyn's birthday. sherilyn didn't make it to her own celebration :( I think she was on holiday? Haha. It was damn funny. I was worried the people will chase us out coz the cake was not swensens cake. Coz in restaurants, you are not suppose to bring outside food right? Or something like that. In the end we still took out the cake. Haha. To get a nice picture of the cake, we arranged the candles so many times untill there was holes all over the cake. Haha. What a nice picture eh? Hehe. Then, we realised that lyn didn't bring a lighter. Haha. So we were contemplating asking the waitress to get us a lighter. so we were like making quite alot of noise, pushing the job to one another. but in the end the waitress came by herself with a lighter when lyn was prepared to ask. haha. So funny right? When it came to pay the bill, i was to pay first coz i brought the most money or something likr that. But the bill came up tp almost $80 and i didn't bring that much. So we pulled out our own cash instead. Then we purposely left a few dollars of tips for the nice waitress but when we came to the cashier, the person was like, "You gave extra." So i was like, "Ya, I know." and i walked out. Haha. So funny. Maybe she thought i was snobby? Aiya. Nevermind. I wasn't really using my brain. Then we went to take neoprints. Very funny. Rekha went to hang on the bar like a monkey and her face was cut off!! Haha.
I think i'm gonna watch x-men 3 tomorrow in the night with my cell group leader. Haha. I bet my friends will say,"So late?" But nevermind. I love walking at night when the breeze is so cool and nice. yea. My mother is going to australia soon, together with my sister. But she's really just a cousin, i'm not related anyway. And she's becoming a brat lately, shouting around the house, complaining about the maid's food and ordering my mother around and giving practically everyone the evil eye. That's why i choose to stay downstairs away from her. But she's totally different around friends. Sometimes i look at her and think, how can someone be like that? I really can't stand her and i don't understand why my mum doesn't mind being "ordered" around. Maybe she doesn't feel like she's being ordered but it looks that way to me. She told me that since we are the ones living with them, we must learn to be humble. But not to that brink of extent right? Sometimes I really feel my rights are snatched away in this home. Haha. Its starting to sound like a drama. But i guess living here also has benefits. I get to use to the computer and live in a nice house. Haha. Well, thats about it. Alright. Till next time.

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